Friday, January 30, 2009

Glimpse of Williams baby #5


These are the ultrasound pictures from January 5th, 2009. I haven't really posted them, because after I made the last post about one baby I got a phone call that has made me worry for the last month. I was told that I had two large blood clots that may or may not be harmful to the continuation of this pregnancy. I had another O.B. appointment yesterday and feel much more encouraged.


This pregnancy and it's small scare so far has really made me appreciate the small things, like feeling the baby kick and hearing a heartbeat at appointments. I have never gotten over the marvel of these things through other pregnancies, but this time I am really relishing it. It's as if I truly acknowledge the amazing miracles that come with pregnancy and motherhood.
Keep growing little one. I can not wait to hold you, hug you, and call you George! (Well, not really George, but you now what I mean.)

Monday, January 5, 2009

Baby news!

I am having one big beautiful baby! For anyone who wants to know.

Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Update

I have been avoiding this blog. I have wanted to update it, but I haven't been feeling to well. I am starting to feel better. The last 3 months or so have been full of so many things. Ethan's 7th birthday, Hawaii over Thanksgiving, and Christmas. And in the middle of all that, I found out I am pregnant with our 5th child, only to feel completely nauseated night and day for almost 2 months. Now that I don't feel bad all the time, things are starting to get pulled back together: me, the kids, the laundry, and the house. This is surely a good thing!
Walt and I are nodding our heads in disbelief that is it almost 2009. We will have been married for 10 years in May. That means we have been a couple for over 10 years, and we are still so happy together and love to spend lots of time with each other. I always think that it is the great test of marriage to still feel that way even after the kids are gone. Well, we still have roughly 20 more years till that may happen, so the great experiment will continue.
This is all for now. I will have to make time to make a picture post. Hope any reading this (if any) had a Merry Christmas, and that you have a very happy New Year!

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

Marathon!!

Well, the day of October 4th finally came. I began training for this marathon in November of 2007. I wanted to run a marathon before I turned 30, but I didn't want to run on Sunday. So few marathons are done on Saturday. I think it is to avoid traffic. Anyway, I found this marathon in Leavenworth, WA that is held on a Saturday. Unfortunately, it was on Conference Saturday, but it wasn't Sunday, and that was more important to me.

(Picture at mile 13).
When I woke that morning it was pretty cold to me. So I wore long sleeves and long pants. Big mistake. I was roasting after a couple of miles. I also figured out right before the race that my ipod hadn't held it's charge. So I had to run without any music, and without any distraction.

The beginning of the race was a sea of people. There were approximately 1000 runners. Most were half-marathoners (13.1 miles). There were relay times of 3, 4, and 5-person teams. There were also early bird walkers that began an hour and a half before everyone else. Then there were only 100 full marathon runners, I being one of them, running the full 26.2 miles. The beginning of the race began with a 2 mile up hill run, which didn't seem like much at the beginning. However, since the race was a half-marathon course that same hill was much more torturous at mile 14 and 15. To pass the time I began giving encouragement to each runner that I saw. Funny thing, the more I encouraged others, the more I felt encouraged and invigorated. At about mile 16 I decided to catch up to a woman that I was steadily running behind for much of the race. Her name was Holly.
I enjoyed chatting with Holly and passing the time, and mostly having some distraction from the wear I was beginning to feel. Holly and I spent the rest of the race with her or I being slightly ahead of each other or just running together. At mile 20.5 I had to go to the bathroom. This is the picture of me at that point. It was by a park and my family was there playing. Laurel ran to give me hugs. So sweet and welcome for a tired mommy.

You can see the pure exhaustion on my face here. I had only trained to mile 20; I was starting to feel very tired. Again I had to use the bathroom. However, unlike every other aid station, this point had no port-a-potty. I got confused about where to go to use the bathroom, and it cost me a good 5 minutes at least.
Starting up running was very difficult at this point. It was my lowest point. I didn't want to run 6 more miles. I had let the enormity of my trek get to my head. Physically I could do it, but my mind was not on board. Walt told me to go do it, to get running. I did. Then there were more highs and lows that came minute to minute. So I ran during the highs, and walked as fast as I could during the lows.
As I neared the last quarter mile or so of the race I spotted my dear husband waiting to run me in. Exactly what I wanted. He ran with me, and suddenly I felt the adrenaline surge and I was sprinting to the finish line. I was trying to spur Walt on in hopes that he would push me to run faster. I called him a "slowpoke". Very rude, but I hadn't meant to do so. I apologize formally, my love. I was so proud to finish that race with you. I felt like I hadn't done this alone. You supported me in this entire endeavor. You were the only person who constantly believed that I was capable of finishing this goal. You are my best friend, and I love you forever.
There is a greater race and battle to finish here in this life, and like this race I hope that we endure to the end, and finish together in that eternal and most glorious of goals. Thank-you for believing in me, so totally.

Also thanks to all the others of you out there that gave me words of encouragement and showed so much interest in my running.

Seize the Day!

Sequim has funny weather. We can never count on having warm summer weather. June and July rarely see warm sunny days. August is somewhat more prone to sun, but not always. Then there is September. September is usually marked with warm sunny days. It seems a same since the kids go back to school and can't enjoy the sun as well. This Septemeber was particularly busy for me. Cameron especially kept asking to go to the beach. I just felt like I couldn't, because I had so much to do. On one day is was gorgeous outside, and I had 3 different invitations to do fun outdoor things. However I HAD to finish something for that evening. I vowed in my heart that tomorrow I would take the kids to the beach. Tomorrow came and it was the first day of a cold streak for a couple of weeks. Well, on Monday the 29th it was warm (well, for here!) I surprised the kids after we picked up Ethan from school and went straight to the beach. The kids were screaming to go home and put on swimsuits, but it was not THAT warm. The water was still very cold. I'm glad that some days I am able to seize the moment and have fun with these kids. All too soon the moments will be fewer and farther between. I hope that they will have some magical moments to remember when they are older.






Luke turns 1!



My baby is one! He is such a joyful guy. This has been a hard year. He wasn't the easiest to care for of my four children. He just now is sleeping through the night. He also spat up constantly for the first six months of life. Even with the difficultly he has been delightful. I can't imagine our family without him.
Before I became pregnant with Lucas, I felt so strongly that a soul needed to come to our family. It was an extremely stressful time in our family's lives, and in my head the idea of having another baby seemed crazy. However, my heart was broken at the thought of not having this baby. So, we put it into the Lord's hands and we were blessed with Lucas Scott. I know he is here for a reason. Already he has blessed our lives.
The cake. Pretty simple, but I have been meaning to make a caterpillar cake since Ethan turned one. I finally did it. Very cute.

One happy birthday boy. Mmmmm, chocolate!!

So good it couldn't all be contained inside! He got dirtier and dirtier as he ate. Perfect picture of one.
Earlier in the day I took Luke and Laurel to a park to play. Laurel insisted on wearing "school clothes" because her brothers did that morning. She is jealous that they get to go to school.
Luke loves wheels. Such a boy! He is usually found with a car or two in hand. This day he was tickled by this big truck. Here he was frustrated, because he wanted it to go.


Here's to a fantastic second year of life my sweet baby Luke! I hope that you grow in body and mind, and that you SLEEP! That would really make life great.

First day of school 2008

September 3rd marked the first day of school for 2008. Cameron was one excited little boy to be going off to Kindergarten. He wants so much to be just like Ethan! Now he gets to go to school!
Ethan is in 1st grade. I hope that they will be able to challenge him this year. He is pretty advanced and has is an avid learner right now. He is a sponge for knowledge. Walt and I try to challenge his keen mind at home, but I hope he will be engaged at school as well.

I'm not sure what was better to Cameron going to school or coming home on the school bus! I'm pretty sure the bus is the highlight of his day. He watched Ethan ride the Kindergarten bus all last year, and now it is his turn. He was glowing when he got off.